cuti nak habis :)

salam .

dear bloggie , sorry for not writing for quite a long time . ni dah nak habis cuti baru la terkedek2 nak mencari awak kan . but still , i know you miss me . heh . tanak mengaku takpee :)

hmm . well , yeah . things changed . quite a lot . so do people . never thought you'll changed . but yes , i know things happened with reasons . sometimes when i had a thought about it back , i think i should be grateful . well no , i MUST :) Alhamdulillah , things didnt happen like how i wish it was a year before . i cant imagine what will happen to me if it did not happen . haihh rase macam saye ni terlalu budak2 pulak . kiddokiddy hehe :D

and soo , thanks to you . i've learnt my lesson a lot . er yea , frankly its quite pathetic . haha . last year i'm crying , this year i'm laughing . thank you , or maybe thanks to you :)

friends , things changed . so do people . i dont know how it happened to end like this . well , maybe its not really the 'end' , but yeah , somehow i felt very sad and disappointed . i'm trying . i really did , and will . insyaAllah , someday kan :)

future , please be there for me . please . i've got to be strong . once is enough . i am quite sure it is ;) the pain is too deep . haha ;D


dah dah . penat speaking . hee . fuhh . i'm trying to hold on . 1 tahun je lagi dila . then i'll be free from that school . hee . actually the school was just fine , i guess . but then i felt theres something missing there . and when i tried to figure it out , i know it was bcs of them . kawan :)

soo there you go . setahun saja . wish me luck bloggie . ily . insyaAllah i'll wrote more , some other days . hee . byee ws :)


p/s ; straight A+ ! amin~ :D

stories :)

salam . anak ayam makan ikan kekek , hati riang exam takde esok . eh sedap pantun ? :D haha . oh teringat , tetibe rase cm nak menulis :) this stories was told by one of my seniors kt sini . time tazkirah maghrib . somehow saya rase mcm sy penah bace somewheree . mags ape tah :)

here it goes . once upon a time , in a lovely village . eh melayu je la . susah nak putar belit . hihi :) dulu , ade sorang budak laki ni . dye baik sgt dgn sebatang pokok . dari kecik dorang main same2 . cm tetiap ari , tak penah miss laa . rapat sangaat , sampai la satu hari ni . tetibe budak laki tu dh tak datang main same2 . arini dtg , esok tak dtg , arini dtg , esok tk dtg ... satu hari ni pokok tanye kt budak laki ni , "kenape kau jarang datang ? aku rindu nak main ngn kau . rindu sangat nak main same2" . then the boy answered, "sekarang aku dh besa . aku ade mainan baru , tapi aku tak cukup duit nak beli mainan tu" . the tree then replied,"aku pun takde duit nak bagi kau untuk beli mainan tu , tapi aku ade buah . kau amek la buah ni , jual . duit nanti kau amik beli mainan". budak laki tu dengan hepynye pegi la pasa jual buah ni . then duit tu dye beli mainan .

lepas tuu , budak tu tak datang lagi dah . tetiap ari pokok ni rindu kat dyee . sampai satu hari tu , budak laki ni datang balik . dye kate , 'sekarang aku dh besar . aku dh keje , dah kawin , dh ade anak . tapi aku takde duit nak buat rumah . pastu pokok ni pun kate , ' aku pun takde duit nak bagi kau . tapi aku ade ranting , kau amikla buat tiang2 rumah ' . pastu budak laki ni dengan gembirenye amek la ranting2 pokok tadi tuu .

p/s ; continue nanti eh . gtg ! hee ws :)

tired ? nowhere to go ?

Allah is always there for you . awak baik , awak jahat , awak ingat Dia , awak lupakan Dia , Dia tetap ade dekat situ untuk awak . awak je yg lupa dekat Dia :)

the sky is blue :)

assalamualaikum bloggie , how are you doing ? :)

ouh yeaa . tomorrow , 4th of nov , the examination pains will start . still yet , tadi sempat pegi melawat jiran belakang maktab , Institut Kemahiran Mara , IKM jasin . haha . ade open day ehh ? well , once a year en . next year i'll be in fifth formers , so we wouldnt have the chance to go there anymoree . anyway , its not that bad laa . just it makes me tireed , pluss moree tireed . schl-ing period is more than enough , then when i had to walk there , the feeling was likee , ' sumpah penat gila xD' . haha :D but then its worth it , its hard to get out from this maktab okaay . huhu . oh bloggie , forgot to tell youu :) my day at shah alam wasnt that bad . abg ayem send me his dslr , hehe . baik pulak abang aku sorang ni . tq ayem :D then mak and kakda , plus kaklia come to visit me theree . actually saje gedik2 suruh datang . well ;)

oh hmm . then monday holss , and there is goes , TODAY ! yeyy , and then TOMORROW , another yeayyy ! exaam . haihh . its not that i didnt like exam . tp please dear ALLAH , give me four flat . wohohoho xD well , everybody wants it . but then , i'm really really really lazyy to read those books . okayy , chemist and addmath is going to be on the third week , soo relax dulu . eh bm tomorrow ? err . not checked . sejarah ? bio ? account ? huhu . pening2 . mamak , panadol satuu ! hehe :D

actually i was reading karangan thinggy kat page cikgu azman tadi , then my eyes feel tired . plus felt like sleeping , soo thats why i'm writing . chill okayy , theres still 10 hrs till exam . huhu :D

okayy okaay . its going to be 9.30 in 6 mins . soo , better gooo peeps . wish me luck , insyaAllah . mak ayah sibs , iloveyouu . abc jugak :D

pfttt; girls , please higher up the price . pleaseee ? its not that cheap okay . haih .

wasalam :)

saat terakhir.

salam . taktau kenape , tp currently cm suke sgt dengar lagu saat terakhir-st12 .
try it out guys :)

tak pernah terpikir olehku
tak sedikit pun ku menyangka
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit ku menyangkal
begitu sakit ku rasakan
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

di bawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
karna ku sangat cinta

ini lah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

di nantiku .



pftt ; btw , lagu ni takde kene mngene ngn ape2 ehh . hoho :DD

em . next week final sem exam . three weeks ouh . haih lamenyee . seksaan . how am i going to read those book when teacher keeps giving me homework . coursework tu . hmm .

i want to go homee . pleaseee :( sometimes , living here gave me the chance to appreciate people . mak ayah , sibs , abc , friends . everyone . saya sayang kamu semua . wah ! :D

haha . jumaat ni nak pegi shah alam . smpai ahad . yeyy ! and next monday cutiii . yippeee ! cuti cuti malaysiaaaa . hehe . lagi 1 , duduk sini ajar kami hargai cuti even a dayy . huhu ;)

thankyou Allah . thankyou guys . eh byeee , nak pegi kelas agamaa . sian ustaz . wohoo :D

assalamualaikum semua :)

congratulations :)

salam . okay , frankly speaking , i dont know what am i thinking and doing right now . i'm not affected by it . i'm NOT . and a very thankyou to you , no no not you . yeaa you that onee . yes you . erk ? haha :) chill , ppl . its a long wayy , i've experienced it beforee , and soo gudluck however . haih tambah dosa saya lagi satu . hmm

eh and soo , i am acting weird again now eyt ? i dont knoww , messy head . cant think . here and there got things to be thinked . sometimes tgb does give me a place to relax . atleast for a minute i guess . friends , once you break it , it'll never be the same . friendship IS hard . er by the way , i have got no motives writing this thinggy down okaaay :)

abcbcbcbc , i love you guys a lot lot lot :D

tried to search somebody like you guys , but none of them matches with me . still remember , how you guys used to help me finishing my homework when i've got sooo many works to do . hehe . lazy punye pasal :) well , its you guys the person i talk about in my journal book , and its also u guys the person i wrote in the letter that i exchanged with my pals . and oh , my nickname have got 'abc' words in it . hehe :D

tried to think , and all the things that i can think rite now is , your type cant be trusted . hihi . no you wont know who you are . you wont even read it . chill dude , i'm okay with it . woitt dila dh jadi pelik :)

and its one minutes to 01.00 alreadyy . better stop , nak solat lagii . karang ngantuk pulak . Alhamdulillah , youve got the way . cause i cant think how anymore . sorry ;) oh and gudnytee bloggie dearyy . sweetdreams , assalamualaikum :)



conclusion of the day ; dila , get prepared for your final sem exam lah ! ish . oh and abc's , cant wait cuti sem ! miss you guys a lott :D

p/s ; i still dont like people who cursed a lot . why dont you speak properly ? why dont you say , 'ya Allah saba je laa' instead of the censored words . hoho . Allah is watching :)

since everybody was updating theirs , saya nak jugak :D

salam . haha . saje takde keje ni . should be following my parents going raya raya just now , but then i still havent taken my bath , soo duduk rumah la nmpknye :)

i dont know what to tell . its just weird . next year spm ? ooohh okaaay . thats spooky . oh , thats atirah's word . haha :D
my life ? getting better i guess . but well , when the flashbacks comee , and all the memories . hmm . dont know what to say :) its okay , someday mydear , somedayy :)

just now i've got the message about shanad's mother had just passed away this morning . em . innalillah . to tgb's who know her , sedekahla alfatihah yup :/

people come , people go , but each of them will leave a footstep in our heart . well thats fr suree . but is it like 'that easy' to come and goo ? i mean likee . emm . i dont know . ish weirdd .

rayaa ? emm . not bad . duit raya wasnt that much anymore la . and i dont really mind . i've grown up , havent i ? haihh . its the time for my younger brother pulak . takpe takpe . belanja akak makan nanti ! haha :D

okay laa . will update you soon , i'm lack of ideaa . just wanted to write , without reason eh ? hehe . btw , yesterday i've watched final destination 4 , [lembap ek?] haha . not badd . takut gak laa :D

okaay , till here i guess . byee ws :D

pftt; SELAMAT HARI RAYA , maaf zahir batin :)